Wednesday, January 20, 2016

lets do it again

i think this should be done more often. i mean, it would be cool to see how much things change. and use this as a yardstick to see where we are and what we've achieve.

1. What do you all play difikiran now?
mandy moore- i wanna be with you

2. What is the nickname you all?
mochi. ahaa. i love this one. mochi

3.people who you all love?
mummy, brother, mr. violinist

4. Calls to the him?
by his name? duh. sayang. sweetness, awaaak. best one, you.

5. Gifts that you all dream of that special someone.
none in my mind.

6. Blog where you all like to visit?
lets change this to places i'd like to visit.
vatican city. venice. crete island. 

still these place, add on faroe island. haha. 

well, all of the answers have change. thanks to time. hee.

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Turn em around

Sticks and stone did not break my bones, but a series of unfortunate events has broke my heart, my soul, me.

Round and round and around we go,
Not in circle, nor the end meets the start,
Round and round and around we go,
Not knowing what's coming, nor what to do with the past.

If its true that time and space is just humans creation,
Why are we sickly bothering the present with the past and future?

And why can't we find a way to turn em around?

Because if we did, the world would never be like what they are today, too many unrepairable mistakes. Too many damages.

If we did,

I would never be as broken.

Tuesday, May 05, 2015



Hasn't done much reading lately. So I'm more of letting my ideas out rather than sinking some in. Got a whole lotta sheisse to let out. But so little time. Please remind me that I need to throw out some heavy stuffs to keep the ship afloat.

Energy in, energy out
Easy to knock if you're in a scout
if today you're not out and about please do so cz the sun is out
come on, look at the bright side of everything. Stop wailing and listen to the oxygen crying for you to shut up
take a moment to feel what you feel, cz this may be the last time you felt it.

Friday, June 06, 2014

My Friends

I wish I know
Which one of my friends
Will come to my funeral
And say that I'm a good person.

I wish I know
Which one of my friends
Who will feel my absence
When I'm gone.

I wish I know
Which one of my friends
That will visit my mother and broyher
Just to talk about me.

I wish I know.

But I'll never know.

All I know is I do have a lot of friends.

And I thank God for that.

Monday, June 10, 2013


if somebody ask, how are things with him?
i'd just say